RunDevilRun arrived a few days ago and I’m glad to say I was randomly blessed by a Tiffany poster. If it was Yoona or Jessica, I would’ve torn it apart. My mom bought me Brian Joo’s album. Its amazing, I really recommend to buydownload it. T-ara’s and J’s album came a few days earlier than RDR, both are amazing albums too. I wonder in a few years time will I still be as crazy about Kpop? They do make good music and good music never gets old. I think when I’m 40 these songs will be like evergreen LULZ. People will go “Eww you listen to that?”
Met up with a close friend over the weekday whom I haven’t seen for more than 3 months. I wanted to tell her so much things when we met, but initially I was hesitant because I have already experienced before hand how blunt she can be. I dreaded and visualized the various scenarios and words I have to endure when I told her what has been going on with my life. But surprisingly (but expected at the same time) she gave me advice and understanding. I really appreciated it because I was feeling like a total shit the whole month. The situation is such a emotionally draining experience. I know sometimes I like to over-dramatize my situation but really sometimes I can’t help it. There were so many words that she said that I really really really desperately needed to hear.
“I understand your situation.”
“Ask yourself this question; You can’t get over what people think of you or you can’t get over your own guilt?”
“Love is never wrong”
After meeting, I went home with a much clearer mind. I beat myself much lesser emotionally and I can sleep properly at night now.
