Work has been really stressful, partly due to the fact I have the most utterly down-est of luck of having Monday as my duty, really. FML. I return to work feeling like 105% shit and people come up to me demanding results and harassing me. Although I do not mind being called a slut, it does not mean I enjoy being treated like one. Believe it or not, lo and behold, even sluts have feelings. I don’t know whether its right for me to say this but I feel very unappreciated at work. For the amount of work and stand-ins I do, I should be paid at least 3 times of my measly labour pay. I know, I complain a lot, only because its the start of a very FML week. Otherwise, I’m pretty nice most of the time.
Chinese New Year was really short for me, I only got to wear my awesomeness of a shirt for only 2 measly hours. Hence, being unamused, I took the opportunity to camwhore. Only several days later did I realise they were really really embarrassing. I cannot, I refuse, to believe that is me in the pictures. Those poses were so phail. Please refer to my photo album in my Facebook page if I haven’t already deleted the whole shit of an album. I’m just not suited for camwhoring.
I might be a little sensitive, but I realised some of my friends didn’t invite me to visit their houses during this festive season. Is this the product of my own doing by alienating them? I guess I don’t really have a right to complain or grieve that I wasn’t invited since I practically asked for it.
I was thinking of creating another private blog for more private matters, matters that only some people would understand. I seriously need an outlet for my frustrations. Writing is somewhat therapeutic.
I’m sorry for the lack of pictures in this post.